A BLOG MADE WITH FEELINGS

without
obsession,
life is nothing.

10 years later, aquí estoy. I write about what eats me alive: salud mental, el luto, cine, cultura pop, música, marcas locales, all things beauty (duh) y mis tesoros vintage. Soltar pensamientos, coleccionar hallazgos. Un poco para ti, mucho más para mí. Beshoss.

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"Everything is romantic"
on repeat since tuesday
the diary

daily deliveries from my brain.

Some are essays, some are voice notes I forgot to send. All written between 1am and the second cup of coffee.

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★ TODAY · 06 MAY 2026

i bought a cake just to write "fuck cancer" on it, and other coping mechanisms, and it still happened.

salud mental

The decade is mathing. The plot is thickening. The icing is, miraculously, holding. Notes from a Tuesday that refused to be casual: on turning grief into a piping bag, and why my therapist is starting to look concerned and a little bit impressed.

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04 MAY 2026

a love letter to the local brand that still answers my DMs at 11pm

marcas locales

In which I refuse to call them a "small business" and instead call them what they are: the reason I have a personality. Con ustedes : NOT TOO FANCY

02 MAY 2026

vintage haul: i found my abuela's exact perfume bottle at a flea market and cried in public

tesoros

Five things I bought, three things I sniffed, one thing I will be buried with. Pricing transparency included because I'm a Virgo about it.

29 APR 2026

the eternal sunshine problem — o, lo que les debemos a quienes intentamos olvidar

cinema

Two famous quotes, una playa en Montauk, y el problema de matemática que no podés resolver: would you have done it anyway, si hubieras sabido?

26 APR 2026

the luto playlist and songs i never put on instagram

música

Lady in Red, Tears in Heaven, Sábado por la tarde, y otras 8 canciones que viven en una carpeta llamada "misc" porque soy una cobarde. Press play with caution and tissues.

the quotes wall

stuff i whisper to myself in the mirror.

A growing pinboard of affirmations, lyrics, overheard sentences and things my friends said that I never gave back.

"don't be afraid to be seen trying."
— note to self · march
RISK SOMETHING
OR FOREVER SIT WITH
YOUR DREAMS.
— pink garage door, somewhere
the luckiest girl.
— things i refuse to stop saying
i stopped venting and started praying cuz i don't need sympathy, i need strength.
— written on my hand · sunday
spoiled by the universe
— current affirmation
"the money i spend will always be returned to me."
— said with chest
I <3 MOM
— mi todo.
everything i want, wants me more.
— the red stone on my desk
"chase your purpose — and success will follow you."
— bumper sticker on the pink car
recognize your power and move accordingly.
— monday morning
i owe god everything.
— mantra

— prayer sent at 3:33 am
a little bit about

hi, i'm lolo.

paris, otoño '25
mom's slice ♥
tesoro #14
girl, drive.

drama queen,
forever.

I'm Lolo — Leo sun, rising, quiron and mercury (WTF) "writer", vintage hoarder, pop culture freak, recovering perfectionist by therapy. I started this blog ten years ago because nobody asked me to , and I've never been able to stop. (Nunca lo publique)

I write about salud mental like it's a beat I cover, eulogies for the brands that raised me, scenes from films I keep rewinding, and the slow archaeology of becoming the woman my abuela pretended I already was. I'm bilingual on the page because I'm bilingual in the head — sometimes the right word is in spanish y se queda. PS: practica your english with this.

My obsessions, currently:

salud mental el luto cine de los 70s cultura pop marcas locales vintage perfume cake decorating polka dots letterboxd 3:33 am red lipstick diary as art form
made with you · ugc + collabs

the collab wall.

Brands, friends, strangers who became friends. Drop your video, your pitch, or your weirdest idea — i read every single dm. Below: things we've made together.

#paidpartnership

Cuando conoci a Loretta pense: que cool.

Ok, pero sabian que pueden comprar los aretes en vivo? Yo no sabia! La dueña : un amor, los aretes: unicos y yo : obsesionada. Mi abuela whisper qué elegante from the great beyond.

#colab

hair-core con the girl lab.

Si no tienes esto, no se que tienes en mente. Mi vida antes y despues de el Ice cream for you y It's a har affair.

#foodfinds

Kumikotei, ep. 04

Haganse el favor y me cuentan, ninguna joya escondida, este es EL restaurante.

#friendoftheblog

Not to fancy y yo : BESTIES TO THE WESTIES

14 charms y contando. dos carteras. y obviamente el PUDIN de la nueva coleccion.

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